Friday, December 16, 2011

Stopped, yet again

Trying to make a meeting, rushing around as usual, I begin the 2.5 mile drive to the other office location. What should be a mere couple minute drive can easily become twenty minutes if luck is not on your side. That’s right, I’m talking about railroad crossings. When you are in the manufacturing area of the city, I’ve learned that the opportunity for railroad crossings increases substantially. All that aside, this Wednesday was not a lucky day, but through it, God gave me some insight to share with you all.

 

Here I am, about to cross the horrendously bumpy 4 track crossing, when *cha-ching* the  railroad cross beams come down. I glance over and thankfully can actually see the end of the train! My joy quickly leaves as the train slowly chugs to a stop. The conductor proceeds to exit the train! He fusses with the tracks and climbs back into the train, and what must have been only a matter of minutes, it departs on its merry way. What may have been a regular occurrence for this man has now left a huge impression on me.

 

Sometimes life does bring obstacles in our way, and sometimes we are the obstacles for others. It is important to keep in mind that even though you can see the end result, if you aren’t moving, it doesn’t mean much. BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY, sometimes changing directions looks like you aren’t moving at all. If you feel that your life or your obstacle is frozen, sometimes God is merely working on changing the direction. So through this lens, I will pray that through our frozenness, God can get us rotated to the right direction.

 

Best wishes,

Melissa

Monday, November 21, 2011

And so it begins!

Too many times perfection can get in the way of change. Why? You are closer to perfection with something you already know. But what if that wasn't good enough? This is why I'm challenging myself to do more crafts - particularly sewing. No matter how much you desire something to be so, it will remain an aloof concept until you actually do something about it. Nothing speaks louder than your actions. So, do I really want to sew? Really really? Then I better do something about it! That is what this blog is meant to do. To push me to rediscover skills I've thought I've lost and to hone the skills I never really felt that I had.

Project # 1: a beautiful 60's jumper in a black and white houndstooth pattern. I bought this pattern off of etsy.com and amazingly, all the pattern pieces were still uncut. Goal for tonight? Cut the Fabric! I've had this pattern and material for over a year now and I'm finally saying, "Enough!" I will finish this in 2011.

Matthew and I decided to have a handmade Christmas, so if I am not working on this project, I'm probably busy with some other crafts. I may not post too much on those, because, really, its supposed to be somewhat of a surprise!

What about you? Do you have a dream that you keep delaying? Sometimes it is a matter of priorities, but if the timing isn't now, ask yourself, when? Life has enough obstacles without you being one of them!

Thursday, October 13, 2011

The Big Why

Why?

It is a question that seems the easiest to ask and the hardest to answer. As any three year old quickly learns, the why question is the best question of all. And as any adult realizes soon enough, the why questions just drive you nuts! Asking why you do something forces you to look into the mirror and find what truly motivates you.

So why am I writing this blog? Because I want to get to the bottom of my why's. Because I want to record and be motivated by my progress to accomplish new things. Because I want to find greater meaning in who I am on this Earth. Because I am tired of wondering what if.

Maybe all of those are my answers.
                               Or maybe they only scratch the surface.

I will not start off my blog answering the hard questions, but I will say this: I want to be better.

A better person.
A better lover of Jesus.
A better wife.
A better friend
              sister...
              daughter....
I think you can tell where I'm going with this.

I'm excited and can't wait to begin to see where life takes me!  Come join me and we can learn our answers together.